hi. im back after a year. again!
hm, lets talk about how 2014 was
the year 2014. well it was a memorable year. A year where I learned a lot of things and also a year where I started trying to understand myself. Things were easy before until
You met someone.
Not going to talk about that because it's so last year? and it has so much bitter memories.
Im good as new. As new as the new year, 2015!
No more looking at the back :) You did something, you learn from it, and you move on. You improve yourself. That's the whole idea of living. I guess?
Well anyways, I look at it as a part of growing up. Everyone messes up once in a while right?
Nobody's perfect.
to me. You.. screwing up is normal. You will eventually make those mistakes that you swore before that you'll never do it. Because you're meant to learn from it. You're meant to do it regardless how much awareness you put in yourself.
zzzzzzzzzz ok next topic
so I told you I started off my year with a little sweet and continued with bitter memories throughout the year
I pushed myself to the limit that life is more than this like come on? You're not gonna let a person you just knew completely ruined your whole year. I am freaking better than this. Ive gotta change!
So I started making myself really busy with my club. with events. and projects! so that I could make myself tired, busy, and packed so that I wont feel sad or have time to think about it....well it worked really.
Yes, that lazy ass Shasha Anuar is in a club and shes running around the faculty with her black and white suit all the time. That is so unusual.
People know me as the type who doesn't give a damn about this kind of stuff.
Im someone who goes back home immediately after my classes end. And my kind of fun is just going out and shop. Seriously. I was that ignorant about my faculty.
So I did that. Done that. and.
IM GETTING OUT FROM THAT CLUB. HAHAHA SHASHA CANT TAKE IT.
Not that I cant stand the workload. Im stress that im attached with something. I want to be able to do anything I want any time.
but I did not regret a single thing from entering the club. Ok guys, it called Moot club actually. i'll call it as moot now.
Yes....... I did not regret any thing from entering moot. it was really fun and I made a lot of friends.
so much love for my moot family. They're crazy!
But this lazy shasha has to go. I really intended to try out the club for one term only XD
Im done guys.
what else
Oh my trip with my friends to Singapore! The highlight of the year!
It was super fun and crazy I swear. Halloween was super amazing. Did not regret paying the Halloween ticket altogether with one day entrance of uss. Totally worth it.
And thank you so much mom and dad for believing in me to have a trip with my friends
And insyaAllahh, it will be Korea n August this year, and followed by UK to visit those 3 ladies over there.
Oh gotta start saving a lot.
Mostly, I can say, 2014 taught me how something can pull yourself down to the ground in a snap
I am much much a better person now.
I hated guys before. I am accepting now slightly..... But if you pull me into a conversation about guys
My words will always be
"The only men you can trust in this world is your dad and your brother" That is my full advice for 2014 haha
Also, god tested you how little things can change you into a whole different person
You need to stick to your origin.
Be you. Be strict to your principles.
and you'll be safe
also. There's no such thing as second chance.
haha Things happen for a reason. Im meant to learn this.
Just don't become the person you were before. That's the key!
2015 is so my year. No one can ruin this. no onE
ok tata tired of typing already. good day
